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Fathom Zero
Mar 5th, 2008, 11:30 PM
First things first. I want to continue to live where I am right now, at least until I graduate. Actually, after this year, I really don't fucking care much. There are very few people I would care enough about to keep in touch with. I'd like to go to a college somewhere, perhaps even the local Cameron U.

But I can't live with my family anymore. I can't live with my mother, (who consistently doesn't show up to the plate), my father, (who is pretty much the same), my thief brother who will steal anything that isn't nailed down, my gay brother who reminds me oh too much of Guitar Woman. I hate all of them.

I know this because, earlier today, there was a bad smell and my mom said that she was going to puke. I thought, ''I hope you choke to death on your vomit.'' She seriously stands for everything I find wrong about people. Pot smoking hippie that used to sneak out of the house into bars to watch bands and drink. I never did any of that. I never skipped a damn day of school. Never. She says she knows me, that she knows teenagers. She has no idea what I'm about. When I went to do the academic decathlon thing this past Saturday, she said something like, ''Good luck, you little asshole.'' as I was walking out the door. Thanks, Mom.

I feel like I did with my dad. Love out of obligation and nothing more. Speaking of which, I have no idea why they got divorced. If they were anymore alike, they'd be related. Whatever, though, that must be the twelve-odd years of custody battles talking.:lol

I can't put my wallet down or my fucking brother will take all of the money out of it. So I kick his ass personally because if I went to my mother, she'd say, ''WELL WHADDAYA WANT ME TA DO?" Be a fucking parent, asshole. Beat his klepto ass like you used to do to me.

I cry at night because of this. Because all I can do is count the days until I can get away without having to worry about what's behind me. And I think about this one red-headed girl and she makes it all go away, at least for a while.

I like gadgets. I collect them. But I'm coming to find that if I can't find a fresh source of new gadgets, I get all depressed and bored. I'm smart enough to realize it is an addiction, but I still want to keep around my computer and things related to it. Things just don't make me happy anymore. I think that is in part related to my being at home. Everytime I am happy, I am away from home.

I just really feel like shit right now and I'm gonna start seeing my therapist again, but I've found in the past that sharing one's thoughts can make you feel a lot better as well.

Tadao
Mar 5th, 2008, 11:34 PM
http://content.answers.com/main/content/wp/en/thumb/f/f7/250px-Family_Ties.jpg

Tadao
Mar 5th, 2008, 11:43 PM
You sound like Alex in a modern times Family Ties.

Pub Lover
Mar 5th, 2008, 11:52 PM
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v253/urbansuicidejunkie/linkedjunk/2007/JakeBusey.jpg

Misdemonar
Mar 5th, 2008, 11:53 PM
TEEN ANGST ALERT :rolleyes

TEEN ANGST ALERT :rolleyes

TEEN ANGST ALERT :rolleyes

Guitar Woman
Mar 6th, 2008, 12:02 AM
I-Mockery is the worst possible place to bring this sort of thing up. Even 4chan would be more sympathetic. Good game.

Emu
Mar 6th, 2008, 12:05 AM
We need e/n tags

Seriously though dude it doesn't last forever. Wait it out and make the best of it.

Zomboid
Mar 6th, 2008, 12:13 AM
KILL 'EM ALL!!!!!

I've decided to stop going home unless I have to. I'm a lot happier because of that. I miss my dog every now and then, but other than that I'm fine. I think that if you can get out of there and go off to school, you'll be a lot happier. Of course, I have a pretty loving set of parents :lol . Also, don't be a nerd. Skip school every now and then and find a happy medium between TOTAL NERD and TOTAL SKID.

thebiggameover
Mar 6th, 2008, 12:21 AM
http://content.answers.com/main/content/wp/en/thumb/f/f7/250px-Family_Ties.jpg

THREAD OVER

Chojin
Mar 6th, 2008, 12:27 AM
Or report your parents to social services.

Esuohlim
Mar 6th, 2008, 12:44 AM
Yeah really, it sounds like you're one cigarette burn on the arm away from freedom anyway. Go for it.

Archduke Tips
Mar 6th, 2008, 12:44 AM
Fathom,
The real world has not yet hit you. Your life will continue to get worse until you do something about it. Talk about it all you want, you'll just end up where you started. It is up to you to figure out the best course of action, and it is only you who can follow through on it.

Chojin
Mar 6th, 2008, 12:55 AM
ALTERNATE ANSWER:

I hate your life, too.

liquidstatik
Mar 6th, 2008, 01:37 AM
"Pot smoking hippie that used to sneak out of the house into bars to watch bands and drink."

She sounds ace, man

Fathom Zero
Mar 6th, 2008, 07:54 AM
I like pub's advice the most. I wouldn't doubt that i-mockery is the worst place to look for advice. I was this close to running out of my door screaming and posting stopped that. Moreover, most legitimate advice seems pedicated out "waitning it out" anyway In the short term, I'm going hiking and camping with a handful of friends during spring break.

I don't see how not doing what my mother did makes me a square. I think it makes me the ANTI-SQUARE. I'm trying my hardest not to do what she did, (drop out of college an offered six-figure job to have a kid and follow some deadbeat soldier around the country.)

Meh. It's another day.

liquidstatik
Mar 6th, 2008, 07:57 AM
dude i think ur jealous of ur moms awesoem lifestyle

mburbank
Mar 6th, 2008, 11:33 AM
Unlike me as it is to be serious, 'I feel your pain' Fathom.

Not that life since that age hasn't offered it's fare share of problems, many of them with much huger real world consequences, but never, never, never did I feel as helpless in the face of life's general crap storm as I did at your age.

You are just to the point where it can gradually, gradually start to get better. Hang in there, and as often as possible, just let it go. You are stuck in a moment of your life that is all about marking time. It'll pass, just slowly.

Tadao
Mar 6th, 2008, 01:45 PM
I love my family.

ElPila666
Mar 6th, 2008, 03:19 PM
I love my life on dope, after that while i'm not stoned aymore i like to sleep to travel to the dreamworld cuz i hate reality, then i wake up and take drugs once again when i run out of them i started to have suicidal feelinigs and i write farewell letters

terrva
Mar 6th, 2008, 03:32 PM
I'm gonna start seeing my therapist again

It looks like this is my lucky day. I'll take the rapists for two hundred.

Schimid
Mar 6th, 2008, 03:42 PM
http://content.answers.com/main/content/wp/en/1/10/EdBigheadinComic.PNG

"I HATE MY LIFE"

Fat_Hippo
Mar 6th, 2008, 03:54 PM
You have a kleptomanic brother? Ouch, that's gotta be difficult. My advice to you is to somehow get him into a clinic or something. He won't bother you anymore, and really, you'll be doing him a favor, since he's likely to get shot if he keeps up with that when he grows up.

Mockery
Mar 6th, 2008, 05:15 PM
Making your way in the world today takes everything you've got.
Taking a break from all your worries, sure would help a lot.

Wouldn't you like to get away?

Sometimes you want to go...

Where everybody knows your name,
and they're always glad you came.
You wanna be where you can see,
our troubles are all the same
You wanna be where everybody knows
Your name.

You wanna go where people know,
people are all the same,
You wanna go where everybody knows
your name.

http://www.marqehouston.com/images/logo-shop_hottopic.jpg

Tadao
Mar 6th, 2008, 05:19 PM
When the world doesn't seem.........
To be living up to your dreams

Fathom Nero
Mar 6th, 2008, 05:22 PM
What da fuck are you talking about fucking fatty hippo, mind on your own businees go eat a fucking chocolate or something asshole , this is between me and my bro, so bro stop being such a woos, cuz i own the nieighbor you know bitch or me and the gang gonna kick your ass, word.

Tadao
Mar 6th, 2008, 05:33 PM
Edit : Never mind. Not even worth it.

WhiteRat
Mar 6th, 2008, 06:08 PM
What da fuck are you talking about fucking fatty hippo, mind on your own businees go eat a fucking chocolate or something asshole , this is between me and my bro, so bro stop being such a woos, cuz i own the nieighbor you know bitch or me and the gang gonna kick your ass, word.

Stupid gimmick.

Exercising or in your case, hiking, can be a great stress reliever. I recommend jogging or weightlifting. The past 6 months or so have been very stressful for me but i've spent the past month running or lifting on a daily basis. It's definitely helped keep me calm and distracted from the shittier parts of life. Even better, you'll get in better shape. That or just masturbate more.

Zomboid
Mar 6th, 2008, 06:15 PM
Dude, your mom really does sound cool though. Maybe let her teach you how to be cool and pick up all the hawt chix?

liquidstatik
Mar 6th, 2008, 06:15 PM
ty zomboid, i don't think he's listening to me >:

Tadao
Mar 6th, 2008, 06:16 PM
I agree with WhiteRat, but it's the coming home part that's killing him. I don't know how much you care about the world outside but there is the Peace Corps. You'll be able to go to another country for a couple of years and see what really matters to you.

Fathom Zero
Mar 6th, 2008, 07:27 PM
My mom's a total lesbian.

liquidstatik
Mar 6th, 2008, 07:43 PM
okayokay so on a serious note; it's like others have said, just tough it out, shit'll get better. :]

Pub Lover
Mar 6th, 2008, 07:53 PM
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v253/urbansuicidejunkie/linkedjunk/2008/JakeBusey.jpg

Fathom Nero
Mar 6th, 2008, 07:56 PM
My mom's a total lesbian.

Bullshit!
mom's gonna be upset, i'm gonna tell her that you hang out with those faggos :rock:rock:rock

Fathom Zero
Mar 6th, 2008, 08:27 PM
I'll report you to the internet police, and by that I mean Gadzooks. :(

Chojin
Mar 6th, 2008, 08:29 PM
you should have called yourself Fathom HERO and taken a conan avatar ;<

Girl Drink Drunk
Mar 6th, 2008, 08:52 PM
Wow, I'd say you got it pretty easy reception-wise here on this one. I don't really have a whole lot of advice here in this kind of situation, but yeah, best of luck. Hopefully, getting out of that house and doing the University scene will give you a better outlook on life.

Fathom Zero
Mar 6th, 2008, 09:41 PM
Wow, I'd say you got it pretty easy reception-wise here.

I've had that effect on people when I've gotten profound or talked with emotion.

Fathom_Hero
Mar 6th, 2008, 10:56 PM
FATHOM THIS IS YOUR MOM, YOU ARE IN BIG TROUBLE YOU BIG TROUBLE MAKER DICK HATER.

Tadao
Mar 6th, 2008, 10:58 PM
you should have called yourself Fathom HERO and taken a conan avatar ;<

And now the fag does it.

Tadao
Mar 6th, 2008, 11:02 PM
This reminds me of when Gus was killing us with his funny making and ZBF decided he was funny too.

Misdemonar
Mar 6th, 2008, 11:06 PM
yeah, what a faggot.

JediScum
Mar 6th, 2008, 11:35 PM
I'm not entirely sure of your circumstances, sir.

However, when I was two months into my 19th year, my family life got me down so much that I threatened to move out. My parents were " Ok, there big stud, go ahead, har har har".

3 weeks later I was gone.

Dr. Boogie
Mar 7th, 2008, 12:21 AM
Ha, boy, those characters themed after a slight name change. They sure are hilarious, aren't they?

Zomboid
Mar 7th, 2008, 12:51 AM
Oh yeah, wonderfully so.

AChimp
Mar 7th, 2008, 09:50 AM
I can't tell if this thread is serious or not anymore.

eliz.lanier
Mar 7th, 2008, 01:23 PM
Yeah once again the worst possible place to post this. But I'd say stay away from home as much as possible. Get good grades so you can get into a decent schoo. And apply for a scholarship so you can escape since it sounds like your parents won't be reliable co-signers for a loan. Hell, that's what everyone else does. At least you only have a year or so right?


You wanna go where everybody knows
your name.

http://www.marqehouston.com/images/logo-shop_hottopic.jpg


:lol So HotTopic is the "Cheers" of angsty teens now...nice.

Zomboid
Mar 7th, 2008, 02:40 PM
Oh, THAT'S what he was saying!!!!! :lol

Chojin
Mar 8th, 2008, 03:53 AM
What is with all these noobs lately that pretend to have known us for years ;<

Honestly, the big secret to not getting made fun of here? Be polite. ZOUNDS!

Pentegarn
Mar 8th, 2008, 07:28 AM
This reminds me of when Gus was killing us with his funny making and ZBF decided he was funny too.

Are you talking about the Grumpygus/Gravygus/etc. thing he did? That was the only time I ever laughed at the name change gag.


On topic, all you can do is concentrate on your own life. Maybe get a lock for your room if that is possible and lock your money away from yout thieving brother. You can't have long left before you are ready to go off to college, just go as soon as you graduate. Don't even take summer off and live on campus to get away from your family. Then hopefully you get a good job after graduating from college and you can avoid them forever.

Whatever you decide to do good luck with it.

DeadKennedys
Mar 11th, 2008, 06:58 AM
And now the fag does it.

Hey, hey man. Lemme let you in on a little secret.

You have a half naked man wearing a thong under your name. I don't care if the fundoshi is a time honored tradition - it looks like Hunter S. Thompson in a g-string. Fag.

You're not japanese. Quit trying.

Also, Fathom, I like your hair. Keep it up! Maybe put a mouse trap on top of your wallet, but only leave your room at night, and unscrew the lightbulb! I don't know!

Pub Lover
Mar 11th, 2008, 11:06 AM
Dude, he is japanese. :lol

Fat_Hippo
Mar 11th, 2008, 11:11 AM
Well, half-japanese anyway.

Pub Lover
Mar 11th, 2008, 12:19 PM
The point is if you want a little japanese in you, he can help.

Tadao
Mar 11th, 2008, 02:42 PM
:lol It does look like Hunter in a G-String! Best avatar ever!

Tadao
Mar 11th, 2008, 09:24 PM
Hey, hey man. Lemme let you in on a little secret.

You have a half naked man wearing a thong under your name. I don't care if the fundoshi is a time honored tradition - it looks like Hunter S. Thompson in a g-string. Fag.

You're not japanese. Quit trying.

Also, Fathom, I like your hair. Keep it up! Maybe put a mouse trap on top of your wallet, but only leave your room at night, and unscrew the lightbulb! I don't know!

Looks like we found out who's behind the gay FZ characters.

liquidstatik
Mar 11th, 2008, 09:51 PM
shut it

Tadao
Mar 11th, 2008, 09:54 PM
sigh... siryessir

Mike
Mar 16th, 2008, 03:02 AM
Cheer up Charlie Brown, if what you described pretty much sums it up your life could be a whole f-ton worse. You've at least got a good reason (or a couple, by the scope of things) to get on with bigger and better things. I decided when I was 13 that I was better off on my own and I was right. I'm not trying to tell you that your situation is just peachy, but it's pretty clear that your parents are going to continue to screw things up like it's their job, and your brothers sound so wrecked that there's not much that can be done so the only thing you have control over is your own life. I say move out, get an apartment, finish highschool and start looking into financial aid NOW so that you can put yourself through college without spending too much time afterward dealing with student loans. If you're good at a sport try to use that to get through school. You'd be surprised at what can get you into a school. I went to CU on a rugby scholarship and majored in music and all I had was a GED so almost anything is possible. Having been employed and declaring myself independent on my tax info was very helpful as well. Schools respect that and will try to help you out if you make it clear that you have no parental support to back you up.

Chojin
Mar 16th, 2008, 04:16 AM
Well, I guess this explains why Mike is so cranky.

GADZOOKS
Mar 18th, 2008, 10:28 AM
I love Mike. He should write a book about how fucked up life can be.

MetalMilitia
Mar 18th, 2008, 03:16 PM
Though he does have more surf-pals than I do :tear

Fathom Zero
Apr 5th, 2008, 03:53 AM
I found out that the girl whom I've loved for the longest of time is probably a lesbian. It was more of a collective realization and I just refused to believe it. And I just generally feel like shit. Someone talk to me, please.

I'm probably just going to bottle this up and hope it doesn't come back to bite me in my emotionally fragile ass later.

Fat_Hippo
Apr 5th, 2008, 04:01 AM
I'm here, but I doubt that's who you meant with someone to talk to.

Anyway, that does suck.:( How long have you been in love with her?

Fathom Zero
Apr 5th, 2008, 04:03 AM
I dunno, I'd say four years.

Fat_Hippo
Apr 5th, 2008, 04:09 AM
That is harsh. You said it was just a sort of collective realization, but what exactly was it that made it clear to you in the end? Did she tell you, or did someone else tell you, or what?

Chojin
Apr 5th, 2008, 04:26 AM
Well, he hasn't actually talked to her yet, so she couldn't have told him.

Fathom Zero
Apr 5th, 2008, 04:27 AM
Signs, mannerisms, words. I dunno if my awkward advances were ever truly reciprocated, but something tells me they weren't.

Something tells me I'll get over it. The only reason I loved her was because I loved her, if that makes sense.

Besides, I can't really dig on those feminist chicks.

Protoclown
Apr 5th, 2008, 01:28 PM
Things will get sooo much better after you get out of your parents' house. It won't be the end to all your problems, but it will certainly end a lot of them.

Girl Drink Drunk
Apr 5th, 2008, 03:48 PM
I think we should all give Fathom a big hug.

Fat_Hippo
Apr 5th, 2008, 04:01 PM
I concur. :domo

Chojin
Apr 5th, 2008, 04:45 PM
Proto, are you still a virgin?

Fathom Zero
Apr 5th, 2008, 07:31 PM
A guy was giving out free hugs at a campus I went to on Thursday and I took him up on the offer.

Misdemonar
Apr 5th, 2008, 07:35 PM
do you have picutres of said hug? :o

Fathom Zero
Apr 5th, 2008, 07:37 PM
Sadly, no.

But I did get people to laugh at a boy with brain cancer.

Ninjavenom
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:07 PM
I know this because, earlier today, there was a bad smell and my mom said that she was going to puke. I thought, ''I hope you choke to death on your vomit.'' She seriously stands for everything I find wrong about people. Pot smoking hippie that used to sneak out of the house into bars to watch bands and drink. I never did any of that. I never skipped a damn day of school. Never. She says she knows me, that she knows teenagers. She has no idea what I'm about.
Why don't you try talking to your mom instead of treating her like shit because of the way she acted as a teenager, you peckerhead

Sam
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:14 PM
FATHOM ZERO

YOU SHOULD START SMOKKKKKIIINNNN WEEEEEEEEEEEEED

SMOKE WEED SMOKE WEED :420

GADZOOKS
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:22 PM
Yeah dude, don't blame your mom's neglegence on the herb. It fucking rocks. So does sneaking out to see bands and taking a big shit.

I did all 3, at the Chicago Stadium bathroom and it was the greatest day of my life.

Pub Lover
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:23 PM
NO! HE SHOULD DRINK ALCOHOL!

CHUG CGHUG CHUG! :liverfailure

Sam
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:24 PM
I LOVE TO SHIT

executioneer
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:26 PM
who doesn't

Pub Lover
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:28 PM
coprophobics

Sethomas
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:45 PM
I love finding new and innovative ways to apply the Greek copros stem to standard suffixes. It allows me be crass while maintaining my precious "erudite prick" façade. Like, you can call someone a "coprophagous fomite" and then note the aptness of the inclusion of a homophone syllable of "fag". That's doubly funny because in most places where erudite pricks are wont to frequent, there is a much stronger taboo against homophobia than there is the aversion to having one's sexual orientation questioned.

Fathom Zero
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:54 PM
She's bitching an haranguing me about my choices in life when in reality she wasn't exactly a beacon of light back then.

Whatever, about the herb, though. I weird people out enough. Besides, it makes me physically sick. Alcohol, too. I think I'm cursed from having fun.

Pub Lover
Apr 5th, 2008, 10:59 PM
You're doing it wrong.

Fathom Zero
Apr 5th, 2008, 11:01 PM
Probably, but show me a fucking handbook, why doncha?

Pub Lover
Apr 5th, 2008, 11:03 PM
COME TO MY HOUSE & I'LL SHOW YOU A GOOD TIME

liquidstatik
Apr 5th, 2008, 11:03 PM
yeah dude you gotta drink past the sickness

Girl Drink Drunk
Apr 5th, 2008, 11:11 PM
Are you trying to say that because she drank and smoked pot when she was your age that, she can't learn from her past mistakes and keep you out of trouble or something, or were you implying that she's calling you a nerd? (in that case I suppose I wouldn't blame you)

Sam
Apr 5th, 2008, 11:13 PM
IT HELPS IF YOU HOLD IT IN

LIKE THE PROS

(the herb, not the shit you gotta let THAT OUT and LOVE IT)

Girl Drink Drunk
Apr 5th, 2008, 11:16 PM
I prefer rum over weed, personally.

Pub Lover
Apr 5th, 2008, 11:18 PM
The man with a drinking related name likes to drink? SHIT NO, SNIPERWOLF!

Fathom Zero
Apr 6th, 2008, 12:55 AM
Snipa, I don't drink or smoke or anything like that. The situations aren't even the least bit applicable. I've a nice guy and I usually stay out of trouble.

Misdemonar
Apr 6th, 2008, 12:57 AM
But' MAN, TROUBLE'S GUNNA FIND YOU SOONER OR LATER, SO I SUGGEST YA MAKE' IT.

Fathom Zero
Apr 6th, 2008, 12:58 AM
I have a problem with tresspassing and gambling, but that's it.

Sam
Apr 6th, 2008, 01:03 AM
I will tresspass somewhere just to gamble because I am a rebel.

GADZOOKS
Apr 6th, 2008, 01:19 AM
THE TRESPASSER
BEING IN PLACES HE SHOULDN'T BE
THE TRESPASSER
HE'S A GOOD KID USUALLY

UNTIL YOU GIVE HIM A SIGN
THAT SAYS DO NOT ENTER
HE WILL CROSS THE LINE
HE WILL BE A TRESPASSERRRRRR!!!!!

(guitar riff, shot of fathom zero cutting caution tape with his switchblade. director credits)

Girl Drink Drunk
Apr 6th, 2008, 11:22 AM
Snipa, I don't drink or smoke or anything like that. The situations aren't even the least bit applicable. I've a nice guy and I usually stay out of trouble.
I wasn't saying that you do. I meant that just because she did some typical teenage shit back in her day doesn't mean that she can't act responsible now and that she's a horrible parent. Is she giving you shit for being on that academic team and hitting the books, and being negligent? If so, then yeah, I guess you could say that counts for bad parenting and can see where you're coming from.

liquidstatik
Apr 6th, 2008, 03:17 PM
I prefer rum over weed, personally.

weed > alcohol :x

Pub Lover
Apr 6th, 2008, 03:19 PM
Alcohol > Weed. >:

liquidstatik
Apr 6th, 2008, 03:36 PM
YOU MUST NOT BE SMOKING IT RIGHT >:

Pub Lover
Apr 6th, 2008, 03:44 PM
Plus only smoking shit stuff.

Come show me how to do it right, big boy.

Fathom Zero
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:02 PM
I wasn't saying that you do. I meant that just because she did some typical teenage shit back in her day doesn't mean that she can't act responsible now and that she's a horrible parent. Is she giving you shit for being on that academic team and hitting the books, and being negligent? If so, then yeah, I guess you could say that counts for bad parenting and can see where you're coming from.

I don't want to fight anymore becuase I'm on an

http://img119.imageshack.us/img119/9728/rollercoastercolorcz2.gif

emotional rollercoaster.

My life has ups and downs, as everybody does. It's just that the downs seem more down than the ups seem up.

liquidstatik
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:03 PM
stop avoiding the question >:

Pub Lover
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:04 PM
Who now? Me or Jake?

Fathom Zero
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:04 PM
Let's talk about you, Danny. What makes you feel good?

Pub Lover
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:05 PM
Smoking weed & banging kids.

liquidstatik
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:07 PM
he pretty much summed it up ;<

Fathom Zero
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:08 PM
I'm having a good time right now, aside from my lesbian girlfriend.

ElPila666
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:10 PM
http://img246.imageshack.us/img246/8163/420yl0.jpg

;_;

liquidstatik
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:21 PM
:lol

Fathom Zero
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:29 PM
I appreciate it, I really do.

liquidstatik
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:42 PM
i kept trying to get a picture of me smokin weed but i couldn't get the smoke to show up and now i'm high as f*ck ;_;

Misdemonar
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:56 PM
get some milky shtos man

liquidstatik
Apr 6th, 2008, 04:58 PM
im eatin pizza and sippin some tea 8]

ElPila666
Apr 6th, 2008, 05:04 PM
I'm spending a weekend without doing any joint, i've already stoped smoking like 8 days ago and i was smoking all days for almost 4 years, it's felt healthy and boring at same time, also i'm saving my plants to be smoked soon

liquidstatik
Apr 6th, 2008, 05:07 PM
health :rolleyes

ElPila666
Apr 6th, 2008, 05:16 PM
I really fucking hate my life without doing reefer, it helps me to improve myself playing video games, it's makes movies more interesting, it gives me ideas to write funny posts, and many more things, well maybe it wont help me to understand a book, i mean reading a book but that's isn't funny anyway, i really miss that wonderfull feeling, i miss my girlfriend called marijuana :tear

liquidstatik
Apr 6th, 2008, 05:22 PM
http://youtube.com/watch?v=j8CMd6FPv84

[Chorus]
I love ya Miss Mary
I love ya Miss Mary
I love ya Miss Mary
This ain't a love song
This a thug song

[Verse - 1]
I'm so in love with you Miss Mary (Miss Mary!)
I can't picture my life without you cause it gets scary (Gets scary!)
When I'm down I need you around in a hurry (In a hurry!)
And calm me down from my hard times and my worries (Miss Mary!)
I'll hold you close to me late at night
Face to face we meet and greet and everythangs iight
Ya nothing less then a dime when you in my sight
And through the dark days you know how to bring the light
I remember the first time I kissed ya
My first experience with love is when I finally hit ya
And I'm a thug but fuck it I ain't gon lie I miss ya
I wanna spend everyday of the rest of my life with ya
We break up to make up but we can't stay apart (No!)
It feel like forever when we spend a day apart (Fa show!)
So begging you to come back as I play my part (Oh!)
It's a shame how you just had your way with my heart
I love ya Miss Mary

[Chorus 2x]

[Verse - 2]
And when we out in crowds, I still hold you like im proud
You make me feel like I'm in heavin walking on clouds
You stay fresh new tags I keep you with new bags
You make a nigga feel good I can't help but brag
And I know my so called friends trinna hit you whyle im gone
Play with you whyle Im gone, split you whyle Im gone
But you always stay faithfull cause this is ya home
And you know your man, I never treat you wrong
And my moms gets pissed off when I bring you around
She always hit us with, " Ya'll get up out my house right now! "
If she only knew how I was shacked up back when I was a kid
And how late nights I was sneaky went in and out of the crib
To my nose your scent is just as sweet as a rose
I wasn't impressed by them others so you the one I chose
To roll with, settle down and go with
I love you Miss Mary and I show it and make sure she knows it

[Chorus 2x]

[Verse - 3]
You take away all my bad times
Put a smile on my face through my sad times
Been down with me way before I had shine
I feel like I owe you half the cash from my rhymes
(I wasn't gonna talk about this here man but uhhh)
I used to abuse ya and try to missuse ya
We exchanged a bunch of blows back when I was a loser
You used to trip when I sang won't no more seeds
I had enough stress on my life please believe
I lost alot of paper when I moved you to Philly
Broke you off a bunch of green you had me trippin' but still we
Maintained to stick together through the ups and downs
And when I ain't have nobody else, you was around
It all worked out in the end you payed me back times ten
When I was broke on my ass you gave me cash to spend
And hit that highway with the pack of gin
And put me on my feet with the stacks of benze (Miss Mary)
I want you in my life 'till death do us part (Miss Mary)
Cause you've been down with a nigga from the start (Miss Mary)
You'r the only thing that can claim my heart
Miss Mary Jane you deserve more fame for your art

[Chorus 2x]

ElPila666
Apr 6th, 2008, 05:23 PM
health :rolleyes


NO BRAIN NO PAIN, yeah that's true :lol

Misdemonar
Apr 6th, 2008, 05:36 PM
bud if your bud maaaannnnnnn

Girl Drink Drunk
Apr 6th, 2008, 06:12 PM
Is it just me, or has Epila's English drastically improved?

Sam
Apr 6th, 2008, 06:20 PM
His has gotten better and Darkvare's has gotten drastically worse. :(

Zomboid
Apr 6th, 2008, 07:04 PM
That's not too hard to believe since one is probably a character.

T-Rex
Apr 7th, 2008, 10:52 AM
You + Weed = Happy + Hungry + Sleepy

executioneer
Apr 7th, 2008, 10:59 AM
+sneezy + grumpy + doc

Guitar Woman
Apr 7th, 2008, 05:38 PM
Is this thread still going on

I hate my life, too

Tadao
Apr 7th, 2008, 06:42 PM
GW, I hate your life as well.

MetalMilitia
Apr 8th, 2008, 08:42 AM
My life is great, thanks for asking :rolleyes

Fat_Hippo
Apr 15th, 2008, 06:09 PM
Hey Fathom, happy birthday, even if you might not enjoy it.
http://www.i-mockery.com/cards/images/card11.jpg

Fathom Zero
Apr 15th, 2008, 06:54 PM
I'm having a Speed Racer cake!

I'd like to mention that not everyday is bad. I've had a rash of good ones this past week. But I'd be dead in no time if it were up to the Yardstick of Death.

JediScum
Apr 15th, 2008, 10:19 PM
Happy Birthday Fathom!

Dread Naught
Apr 16th, 2008, 06:31 PM
I hate my life as well. Of course, its not to say that I don't hate anybody else's either.

WhiteRat
Apr 16th, 2008, 07:16 PM
Happy Birthday. I'll take a nap in your honor.

kahljorn
Apr 17th, 2008, 01:08 AM
hey dude i hope you cheer up congratulations on something you did recently that made you happy!

Seven Force
Apr 19th, 2008, 09:02 PM
i really fucking hate my wife

Fathom Zero
Apr 19th, 2008, 09:51 PM
YOU'RE MARRIED?

Seven Force
Apr 19th, 2008, 09:55 PM
nah its a pun on the title of your thread

Seven Force
Apr 19th, 2008, 09:55 PM
well not really a pun since i just changed one letter but you get the idea

Seven Force
Apr 19th, 2008, 09:56 PM
edit buttons are for sreggin