Comrade Rocket
Aug 23rd, 2003, 12:16 AM
Well this is my sad, sad story
I told this girl that i loved how i felt about her, she said that we could only be friends because she needs someone who understands what shes going thru. I knew what she meant because her and I had been friends for a long time so i knew exactly what she was going thru, she could have just told me no instead of making me feel like i don't care.
Then during the middle of the day my counciler called me down to his office. He told me that i would have to be a fifth year senior, because i don't have enough credits. and my only other option was indapendant study. I would pass but i would have no friends. so i'm still thinking about it.
Then when I got home, my parents were fighting. they had apparantly been fighting for a long time and were plaining on spliting up. and were just waiting for my to graduate so i could just go live by myself instead of some kind of custody deal.
I went and my room and slept because i was so tired. I slept for some 3 hours till i got a phone call from that girl in i mentioned above. She asked me if i wanted to go with her somewhere. I was still tired and depressed so i declined. and it would just uncomfterable.
Then the worst part of my day was i discovered on one of my girly posters the girl has visible arm hair. And i don't mean peachfuzz i mean like a beard.
I know its not the worst day but it was still sad and i needed to tell someone. just to get it off my chest.
I told this girl that i loved how i felt about her, she said that we could only be friends because she needs someone who understands what shes going thru. I knew what she meant because her and I had been friends for a long time so i knew exactly what she was going thru, she could have just told me no instead of making me feel like i don't care.
Then during the middle of the day my counciler called me down to his office. He told me that i would have to be a fifth year senior, because i don't have enough credits. and my only other option was indapendant study. I would pass but i would have no friends. so i'm still thinking about it.
Then when I got home, my parents were fighting. they had apparantly been fighting for a long time and were plaining on spliting up. and were just waiting for my to graduate so i could just go live by myself instead of some kind of custody deal.
I went and my room and slept because i was so tired. I slept for some 3 hours till i got a phone call from that girl in i mentioned above. She asked me if i wanted to go with her somewhere. I was still tired and depressed so i declined. and it would just uncomfterable.
Then the worst part of my day was i discovered on one of my girly posters the girl has visible arm hair. And i don't mean peachfuzz i mean like a beard.
I know its not the worst day but it was still sad and i needed to tell someone. just to get it off my chest.