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Geggy
Nov 23rd, 2003, 01:21 PM
it's official. i fucking hate everybody. everyday, because of my disability, i'm being quickly judged by the narrowminded fags and unfortunately they are the ones who rule the world. they make things harder for me and it's extremely frustrating. they assume because of my disability, i didn't know any better and they start acting like an asshole, whether they try to fuck with my head or take advantage...little do they know that i see right through them and i'd have to do the extra work to prove them wrong. if that doesn't work, then i will fuck them right back. i go through this type of shit everyday. wherever i go, whenever people would start talking to me and i didn't quite understand them, i'd ask them to repeat it, they'd become impatient and give me that 'you're a dumb ass' look. i'd have to remind them of my disability then they'd start treating me as if i'm a dumb ass and give me that 'i pity you' look. it never ends. it's depressing as hell. you fags don't know how easy you have it. whenever i hear you bitch about life, it makes me want to vomit. why don't you pick up a gun and paint the wall red if you think life is shitty? fuck you all.

O71394658
Nov 23rd, 2003, 01:31 PM
:lol

Geggy
Nov 23rd, 2003, 01:33 PM
hey, thanks, i feel better already. :) seriously. :)

Mr. Vagiclean
Nov 23rd, 2003, 01:34 PM
Geg, what is your disability?

Spectre X
Nov 23rd, 2003, 01:44 PM
What? I can't hear you! :lol

Geggy
Nov 23rd, 2003, 01:46 PM
Geg, what is your disability?

what's yours? :/

Spectre X
Nov 23rd, 2003, 01:49 PM
I DROPPED A SUBTLE HINT AS TO WHAT I THINK GEGGY'S DISABILITY IS IN MY PREVIOUS POST.

YES, YOU GUESSED CORRECTLY! GEGGY IS CLEARLY RETARDED! >:

Mr. Vagiclean
Nov 23rd, 2003, 01:52 PM
My inability to guess someone's disability.....or to always assume they have one under their smiling, flowered shirt


SO, what's YOUR'S??

Guess Greggy's disability, and you shall be given the OMNIPOTENT GOD'S 2000 YEARS OLD PRAYER (physical disability does not count, for they are insignificant, only sissies, and sissies has no titties :( :( :( :/ )

Spectre X
Nov 23rd, 2003, 01:55 PM
he hears bad.


AND HE IS RETARDED! >:

mburbank
Nov 23rd, 2003, 02:30 PM
Geggy; Do I know you? Like in my actual real Salem based life?

Rez
Nov 23rd, 2003, 04:17 PM
DID I CLICK ON THIS THREAD? I DONT REMEMBER :lol

Mr. Vagiclean
Nov 23rd, 2003, 04:27 PM
REZ YOU FUCKIN EVIL BASTARD, you DO NOT MAKE FUN OF SHITS LIKE...












what the FUCK was i saying?? and why is my dick so hard?? :(

Krythor
Nov 23rd, 2003, 04:44 PM
Swell.

Geggy
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:28 PM
hey, max. no, i don't believe we've met in real life. why? do you know someone who is deaf?

glowbelly
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:33 PM
WHAT?!

sorry. it had to be done.

Rongi
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:36 PM
If you're deaf, then how can you listien to all these bands like Tool and Primus?

glowbelly
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:37 PM
very LOUDLY!

Rongi
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:37 PM
WHAT!?

Mr. Vagiclean
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:38 PM
NO, I DO NOT LIKE MY BEEF WITH CHEESE

Schimid
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:39 PM
HE SMELLS IT :lol

Mr. Vagiclean
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:40 PM
HE SMELLS TOOLS RUFFLEMAO

glowbelly
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:41 PM
ruffle made me giggle

Schimid
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:45 PM
Vagiclean, do you even get what the fuck I'm talking about? >:

Mr. Vagiclean
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:46 PM
WAIT, NEW YORK IS THAT WAY :bacos

Schimid
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:47 PM
haha nevermind your a funny guy :)

Geggy
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:53 PM
I wear this device called hearing aids on both of my ears so they'd help me to hear things like music. i have the ability to catch shift changes, understand the tones of the sound and get myself morphed into songs. although, i can't alway decipher what the vocalists are saying, i'd just read the lyrics and follow through or have someone interpret for me using the sign language. yes, i know sign language and you don't. haha. can i teach you? :(

Supafly345
Nov 23rd, 2003, 10:55 PM
I have been signing to you over the internet this entire time. Didn't you catch it?

Geggy
Nov 23rd, 2003, 11:00 PM
what?!

glowbelly
Nov 23rd, 2003, 11:02 PM
my boyfriend is deaf in one ear cause he had cancer in his head. he's lucky and sleeps on his good ear so he doesn't have to listen to the white trash neighbors screaming at each other at 3 in the morning.

i think sign language is cool.

i know the alphabet, but that's about it.

were you born without the ability to hear?

i know that it's probably pretty hard to not get down about it, but you shouldn't. the people who treat you badly are just ignorant.

everybody has problems. yours has just manifested itself physically. take care to not weigh your issues against others. it's not fair and tends to make people perceive you just as you wish they didn't.

Jeanette X
Nov 23rd, 2003, 11:42 PM
Hokey smokes. I was looking for something to cheer you up, and I found that there are different sign languages all over the world!
http://directory.google.com/Top/Science/Social_Sciences/Language_and_Linguistics/Natural_Languages/Sign_Languages/

Anonymous
Nov 23rd, 2003, 11:44 PM
You know, Glow, your post could have been said in a single word: kwitcherbitchin.

Jeanette X
Nov 23rd, 2003, 11:44 PM
http://www.deafpowernow.org/

Jixby Phillips
Nov 24th, 2003, 01:08 AM
THANKS JEANETTE YOU ARE VERY HELPFUL

mburbank
Nov 24th, 2003, 10:32 AM
Nope. Don't know you. Just wondering. I wasn't aware you were deaf, I just thought it sounded as if people were giving you shit over something they didn't understand, and that got me to wondering if we'd ever met.

Geggy
Nov 24th, 2003, 01:48 PM
damn you, max, damn you.

my boyfriend is deaf in one ear cause he had cancer in his head. he's lucky and sleeps on his good ear so he doesn't have to listen to the white trash neighbors screaming at each other at 3 in the morning.

that's one of the advantages of being deaf, i could just turn off my hearing aids and get some peaceful sleep. but then i'm most likely to be burnt alive if the building i live in were ever to catch fire.

were you born without the ability to hear?

i weighed at 13 pounds when my mother gave birth to me. while i was being pushed, i suffocated and the pressure went to my head, severely popped the drums of my ears. try holding your nose and blow without opening your mouth...feel that in your ears? it was 10 times worse. my mother ended up getting c section, anyway. we didn't find out i was deaf til i was 2.

i know that it's probably pretty hard to not get down about it, but you shouldn't. the people who treat you badly are just ignorant.

everybody has problems. yours has just manifested itself physically. take care to not weigh your issues against others. it's not fair and tends to make people perceive you just as you wish they didn't.

i've already learned and accepted the fact that people are going to be ignorant about it. there are times when i'm all bottled up and my patience runs out, i start bitching to let out the steam. i go through this type of cycle every 3 months. i remind myself that it could've been a lot worse for me anyway. i could be deaf and blind with no legs and no arms, living in a one room rat infested apartment with a dysfunctional black family of 10 kids on welfare and deep in debt.

glowbelly
Nov 24th, 2003, 02:45 PM
holy macaroni! 13 pounds!! are you sure you weren't two babies?! :eek

Gurlugon
Nov 24th, 2003, 04:55 PM
I felt pretty down on myself, and you know what I did? Started smoking. :/

But, seriously, don't let the bastards get you down.

Protoclown
Nov 24th, 2003, 05:47 PM
Yeah, most of the people in the world are clueless fuckwits, so you should never expect much from them. But all the same, I can understand your frustration at constantly being met with ignorance and I can only say that it sucks.

Rongi
Nov 24th, 2003, 05:53 PM
In all seriousness, all you can do is grin and bear it. You're gonna meet idiots in this world, and a lot of them.