Oh my God. Pornographic/masturbatory/moral dilemma

[Hugh_Bristic]

Fuck. I didn't know who to tell. Frankly, I'm too ashamed to tell my friends what just happened but you all as strangers can help me fucking process what just happened.

It's pretty late, I'm stoned, watching Comedy Central. Because it's so late every commercial break is Girls Gone Wild and I thought "Hey, I wanna see some college titties and some fuckin', so I'll put in "college" in a porn website search. Watched the first video. Totally awesome, held up its end of the bargain. My ass gets greedy and thinks "One mo' time." So I click on a related video that had a set of titis that I really liked. I'm still halfway watching Comedy Central and during commercials I go back to the porn. But, umm... I'm pretty sure I saw this drunk college girl get raped. I'm not talking "Oh, she was just super drunk but she was into it and it seemed to sober her up" shit; I'm talking, she didn't move through anything the guys did to her and it was obvious she wasn't pretending to be asleep - she was fucking unconscious.

When I realized what the fuck was going on, it was too late and I had already touched myself enough to where I honestly feel like I'm in danger of going to hell - or creating my own hell - because I watched this. I've done some pretty fucked up shit, but this one makes me want to puke. What the fuck am I supposed to do? Is there anything I can do? Fuck. I'm seriously going to be ruined for life if there's something I can do and don't. So... help, please. Fuck.

[executioneer]

thats why i always stick to lesbian porn less rape :(

[kahljorn]

its not a big deal you're absolved of everything ;o

IF YOU RESALLY WAN A MORAL ASRGUMENT FOR YOUR INNOCENCE I CAN SUPPLY ONE.

I've done some pretty fucked up shit, but this one makes me want to puke. What the fuck am I supposed to do? Is there anything I can do? Fuck. I'm seriously going to be ruined for life if there's something I can do and don't. So... help, please. Fuck.stop feeling bad about it ;o its not like you were getting off on the fact that she was being raped :O and for all you know she got knocked unconscious on purpose!

i guess if you feel really bad about it though you can get really drunk and fall unconscious and ill rape you.

[executioneer]

hahaha yes once again the solution to a problem in loveline is rape

[pac-man]

If it makes you feel any better there is no physical hell for you to go to; so worst case scenario is that you feel bad about this for a few days and forget about it.

[MetalMilitia]

Quite the pickle you've gotten yourself into.

I guess you could devote your life to becoming some kind of vigilante rape detective. You could be Rape Man. Though that name may already be in use in Japan.

[Jeanette X]

*slap upside the head*

Notify the authorities, you moron!

https://tips.fbi.gov/

Jesus. Am I the only person on here with common sense? This is what the FBI is there for!

If you want to redeem yourself and be able to sleep at night, report it and let the feds track down the guys that did it and bring them to justice. Then your conscience will be clear. Make sure you include the URL and the date you accessed it in the report.

[Tadao]

Please link the video so I can see if it was truly rape.

[10,000 Volt Ghost]

Yeah, but I think they make "Rape Porn". It's fake but sicko's buy it. They're like fake snuff films.

You might as well not give people handshakes either because you've touched your dick with your hand. That hand in turn has handshaked many people already. At least one of those people has killed someone. Therefore your penis has killed an unknown amount of people in your life.

It's no big deal.

[Tadao]

That's no way to talk to a lady :(

[pac-man]

Therefore your penis has killed an unknown amount of people in your life.

It's no big deal.



:tear I didn't mean to...

[Jeanette X]

Yeah, but I think they make "Rape Porn". It's fake but sicko's buy it. They're like fake snuff films.

You might as well not give people handshakes either because you've touched your dick with your hand. That hand in turn has handshaked many people already. At least one of those people has killed someone. Therefore your penis has killed an unknown amount of people in your life.

It's no big deal.

If there's even a remote possibility of it being real, then you he has a moral duty to report it. Besides, a rape porn video would probably have the "victim" awake and protesting, rather than unconscious.

[Tadao]

http://graphics8.nytimes.com/images/blogs/bits/posts/chinainternetpolice.190.jpg

[Grislygus]

HEY KIDS

WANNA ADD MORE INFORMATION TO YOUR FILE IN THE FBI DATABASE?

IT'S EASY! JUST GO HERE AND MAKE A REPORT, JUST LIKE A JUNIOR FEDERAL AGENT! WOW!

[Grislygus]

think of how many people out there would actually put in their real information

[Tadao]

They have your I.P. they don't need your real name.

[Grislygus]

Dur, these hypothetical people wouldn't even be able to figure out how to use a single proxy, but that's beside the point as it's the thought process involved that's stunning

[10,000 Volt Ghost]

Except for the fact that actresses get paid for it.

[Tadao]

I was jerking to porn and it became obvious that the girl was not enjoying things at all. Totally lost my boner. I should have called the FBI just in case something illegal was going on. I know they would be ok with me if it turned out that I was just over being sensitive.

[Jeanette X]

HEY KIDS

WANNA ADD MORE INFORMATION TO YOUR FILE IN THE FBI DATABASE?

IT'S EASY! JUST GO HERE AND MAKE A REPORT, JUST LIKE A JUNIOR FEDERAL AGENT! WOW!

Don't be fucking stupid. You're turning into Geggy, for fuck's sake. Do you honestly think that the FBI keeps files on every American? Do you think they have the time or resources?

Tadao, you are making a straw man. There is a difference between not enjoying it and being unconscious.

[pac-man]

I was jerking to porn and it became obvious that the girl was not enjoying things at all. Totally lost my boner.

That's where you lost your boner?

[Grislygus]

I was jerking to porn and I noticed unmarked cds in the background of one of the shots, which the RIAA tells me might be used for illicit file sharing activities. I immediately notified the FBI in case something illegal had happened

[10,000 Volt Ghost]

"Hello FBI. I'd like to report a missing boner."

[Tadao]

Don't be fucking stupid. You're turning into Geggy, for fuck's sake. Do you honestly think that the FBI keeps files on every American? Do you think they have the time or resources?

You do know that they had people listening to random people on phone calls right? But yeah, you go ahead and fill out that little form there and maybe they will give you an official FBI Jr. badge!

[pac-man]

And if there's one thing the FBI knows, it's how to make a boner!

[Grislygus]

Another time I was jerking to porn where some blonde b*tch was f*cking a repairman in the front lawn and I noticed a clothesline with drying clothes on it, in direct violation of homeowner's association guidelines. I immediately notified the FBI in case something illegal had happened

[Grislygus]

Another time I was j*rking to p*rn and I noticed that the main guy fired a gun in the air while the woman climaxed, directly violating the Colorado State Legislature's stance on the matter. True, there's only a slight chance the film was made in Colorado, but I still immediately notified the FBI in case something illegal had happened

[10,000 Volt Ghost]

This girl was getting sexed and when she was orgasming she ripped off the label on her mattress.

Straight to jail

[Tadao]

Did you see Bang Bus Sept 2007? The registration tags were clearly from 2006!

[Grislygus]

And then another time I was ****ing off to **** when this one ***** was ****ing off a clown in the backseat of a Nash ****ler and I noticed that they were clearly parked in a handicapped spot, I did NOT notify the FBI but I tracked down the city in which it was filmed through superior Google Tracking Technology and cross-referencing the specific hue of the red paint on a nearby fire hydrant and immediately notified the local police department

[pac-man]

The lighter side of deviancy.

[Tadao]

I'll be back in a few days guys. I have to make a lot of phone calls to the Japanese embassy about several train rape scenes.

[kahljorn]

my girlfriend and I reported somebody once because they advertised their website in a chat room for some god awful reason and it had porn of 11-14 year olds on it ;\

its almost inconceivable that somebody would even advertise that in a chat room ;o Unless they were just adults who were extremely underdeveloped....

[Zhukov]

Pretty easy to make fun of anyone taking it seriously, but really I think you're just trying to distance yourselves from the issues so you can keep wanking to porn in general without feeling guilty.

[Grislygus]

http://i111.photobucket.com/albums/n157/grislygus/SigmundtFroud.jpg

[RaNkeri]

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v704/Cyan_Bloodbane/1143330373222.gif

[Hugh_Bristic]

Pretty easy to make fun of anyone taking it seriously, but really I think you're just trying to distance yourselves from the issues so you can keep wanking to porn in general without feeling guilty.

Dude. At last, decency! At any rate, I'm not some 'tard that thinks about fighting crime or being a narc for every thing I see. (For fuck's sake, I was stoned and flicking my bean between Comedy Central commercials!) I freaked because I knew this girl was unconscious and because I was (unknowingly) getting off to someone who was being exploited in the worst way a woman can be. There was no acting; it was an act of cruelty. Granted, I put myself in a shit situation by posting my dilemma here but... well, no but. It was dumb.

An update to the situation is that I reported the link to the website, who responded with "It's from ___ website and it's 100% legal. Thank you."

To those who were helpful: Thank you, you sweet little bad ass.
To those who weren't helpful:

[Tadao]

Narc

[kahljorn]

so SHE DID GET KNOCKED UNCONSCIOUS ON PURPOSE.

i guess that's a relieving way to star in a porno, though.

[Grislygus]

http://i111.photobucket.com/albums/n157/grislygus/MissMockery2009.jpg

[Grislygus]

Oh! Ah! It's just so wonderful to see you all! You're great! Thank you! Thank you! You know, there were a lot of people who mocked me for starting on this road, and it's been... *sob* not the easiest path to take. But now... now, with my friends and family all around me, I can proudly say that I made it! I would like to thank my parents, and the wonderful people at sleepfuckers.com for providing such wonderful emotional support at such a drastic time in my life!

[RaNkeri]

:lol

[kahljorn]

this thread is SO hubristic

[The One and Only...]

Fornication is the devil's trickery. You got to get outta da whole business.

[Bod]

Just because there's a lot o fake stuff out there, doesn't mean it is all fake.
I would report anything I thought may be real.
It can take decades to get over a crime being committed against you. Can't imagine what it must feel like to know that thousands of random people are wanking over it.

[ophidic]

And if there's one thing the FBI knows, it's how to make a boner!

Zing!

[pac-man]

Who in the hell gave you permission to quote me?