i think i'm a slut.
 

I kind of had a cast party at my house for this thing the school did this weekend--a bunch of people went, some girls spent the night. I picked up one that I've known for a little. It's a well-known fact that she's had a crush on me for over a year now, but she's been on-and-off with other guys. All of us stay up watching Nick Arcade and the Blue Collar Comedy Tour (Which, I discovered, isn't so bad). We "do stuff" and she asks me out, I say no, and take a shower the next morning at 8 A.M.

Next day, we do this gay movie shooting thing at my school for Ghostwatchers 2, a straight-to-DVD movie that they needed high school kids for. I have a "sleeping" party and everyone goes to my house. We order pizza, play shirtless poker and watch "Surviving The Game". After poker we decided that we should all stay shirtless. It was cold, so me and a second girl curled up in a blanket on the couch. During the movie, me and this other girl kind of "did stuff". I'm pretty sure that the first girl saw, but she didn't say anything to me about it.

does that make me a slut :=

No, but saying "did stuff" makes you sound twelve.

If this girl has had such a big crush on you, I think you could have afforded to be a little more respectful in front of her, but, that's one of the last things you think about in that kind of situation. She'll live.

I say "did stuff" because I don't want to get specific and I suck at words.

Me and the first girl have talked, though, and she knows that I don't want anything in the way of a relationship. At all. I did think about her as it was going on, but I also thought about how we've talked before about it. Also, she's done a lot of jumping around between guys, but she tells me that through all of them she's been more attracted to me.

If you know she jumps around, have fun "doing stuff" but don't get too attached.

We'll try to have a feature on Ghost Watchers II in your honor.

Hey, don't mind if I paste this into the Trivia section on IMDb.com.

guys cant be sluts only women :/

your pretty cool for an i-dork!

me and a third girl kissed in my truck today.

i guess it's official.

no your just a pimp Schimid

I've always been skeptical about girls who say "I know I've been around the block but I liked you the most the whole time." If you don't want anything from her in that respect, then it's not your job to worry about how she'll feel. I mean, it is in a way, but that's something you have to decide for yourself, because we're different people. People are emotional, and with emotion comes irrationality. People can't understand when you say they're a great friend but you don't want to date them. You can say it makes sense to you now, but when you're faced with it it's a whole nother world. So, I think the best thing you can do for her is to not have your relationships all in front of her, until you think she's at the point where she won't rip your head off for saying "I don't like you, and I'm going to move on regardless of how much you like me."

And I realized afterward that you're probably not twelve and were just not trying to sound like a braggart. So, I apologize.

Hahah, did I come across like that? Because you didn't come across as insulting either. We both have work to do.

I'm not being a braggart or anything, I'm just trying to get some feedback, maybe from people who might have had the same experience. This kinda happened all of a sudden, which is extremely weird. Before, I was lucky if I kissed anyone every two months--now it has literally happened three days in a row with three different girls, all of whom I really don't talk to outside of acquaintance.

I think I'm going to lose friends over this, friends of the people that I could potentially be hurting. I guess this thread was asking if anyone has had anything like this happen and what the outcome was.

hey schimid stop being a rockstar

i recommend you learn a music sequencing program and then travel around the country so you can do this stuff all the time and never risk running into the same people.

A kiss is just a kiss. Unless one of them has herpes.

Okay, well, the backlash hit. I made two of the girls cry and all three of them told pretty much everyone they know, while I was trying to keep it on the down-low because I didn't want them to be confronted about it. Didn't wanna cause more trouble.

I never lied, just didn't say anything about it--but now I've got people hating and loathing me because of it. I think I deserve it.

Glad to see this is all over, I guess.

so this is the life of a rockstar :o

EDIT:

Its good that its over...I dont think you exactly deserved people hating you but what can you do?

Totally totally agree!

:lol

The motto is: DON'T DO STUFF

I'd relate to Schimid but i'd be lying. :rolleyes

He deserved it. Slut. That's the problem with being what girls would consider an "asshole". Better luck next time champ.

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You might as well be screaming "LOOK AT ME I KISSED A GIRL"!!!