[slavemason]

If your grandmother is still there mentally, maybe you should just tell her how much you love her. There's no sense in trying to practice lines or anything like that. Everyone here seems to have the only good advice, just be there. Without her, you wouldn't be here. Remember that.

When my Dad died, I watched the pain go away. He had an aortal aneurysm. He went down pretty fast, just like he wanted. It was just too soon. He was only 62. He had applied for his retirement benefits the same day. Huggins luck, he always told me.

It's time to think beyond yourself... and I'm not trying to start shit either.

Good Luck