[Protoclown]

I really do think there are leagues. But I still suffer from self-esteem problems though, even though I'm taking steps to change everything about myself I never liked (I'm going to the gym and I'm not ashamed of my body anymore...that was always the biggest factor in my low self-esteem), but I'm finding that those old feelings still linger somewhat, even when there is little or no reason for them to remain. I think I've gotten so used to feeling this way that it's difficult to figure out how else to feel about myself.

Still, progess is being made, I feel more comfortable talking to girls than ever before and I am slowly starting to accept the idea that when a girl keeps looking at me from across the room it might be because she's interested rather than just thinking I'm very strange. It's slow going, but I'm gaining more and more confidence all the time.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I don't really know what the hell I'm talking about when it comes to girls, but in my perception, there ARE leagues.