OK, I'm going to have to start over...
Tonight I did everything on the list except flesh (i.e. Sex)
I am not good at this... I have no will power...
Ugh... I swear, If I could have sex on a more regular basis, I woildn't do any of the others (
RG)...
No really, I went over to a womans house tonight and she feed me meat, and greasy fatty foods, and we smoked ( idn't bring any o my own on perpose), we drank. I was hopeing to engage in all of my vices tonight... but noooo... she had to say that i was such a good friend... Nothing will stop me dead in my tracks like saying I'm such a good friend. In the morning I start again...