i wanted OAO's opinion
but yes, research is complete. a lot of hooey on modern and archaic/traditional forms of dealing with a crush and how it relates to that quote i put up there.. thanks all.
"some find themselves to be more sexually adventurous, such as an anonymous poster dealing with their overwrought issues on sexuality in a franky informative manner: 'i no longer have any fear or disgust for anal sex of which i am on the receiving end'"