I felt the desire to draw last night. Every couple of months, it happens. But I know the drill:
-Get inspired to draw.
-Have no fucking clue what to draw.
-Start to draw something.
-Get frustrated and upset that it's not good enough.
-Throw out drawing, break pencil.
-Go online and look at awesome drawings that other people do.
-Cry myself to sleep over how much of a failure I am.
So I DIDN'T draw last night. I just went straight to those last two steps.
I can't get what I see in my head out onto paper. I just can't. I need help.