[Rongi]

That's not entirely true. I came to Binghamton to get an education, and I learned a whole hell of a lot my first semester. I analyze things much differently, my thinking is more organized. I genuinely enjoyed learning German (something I wish I could minor in but I don't really have the time or money), biological concepts and my course on gangs in the US was enlightening. Even parts of my class on drugs were interesting, although on the whole I thought the class was kind of a waste of time (To give you a picture of how much of a joke this class was, i barely studied for the final and skipped class pretty much on a regular basis due to in being at 8:30AM. I somehow ended up with an A- )

i've made some cool friends and did some cool hallucinogens too, but that's besides the point

i'm at the point in my life where i have to decide what the fuck i should do. things I LIKE to study (literature, psychology, philosophy, anthropology, sociology) are not marketable. i'm vaguely entertaining the notion of going to law school, but that's a pretty heavy commitment with crazy high tuition and not much a guarantee that i'll be employed. not to mention how hard it is to get into law school. also, i've read that the majority of lawyers are fairly miserable people

i dunno, man. sometimes i wish the world really will end in December just so i don't have to make these kinds of decisions