OK at the time of this writing so there's now been a 4 minute delay between my post and this post, which means this has gone past the stage where it's fun for everyone, and now we're just kinda slogging through this shit hoping one party quits or gets banned. This stage is when shit gets nasty, and it's never fun when things get nasty.
Arguably, I'm not able to get as nasty as some of you, but I'm a dickass for making you guys get nasty in the first place. As I've mentioned, I like you guys, so I'm being a total dick here, even past my personal tolerance for my douchbagginess.
So allow me to apologize and just say that I've been a real fucking retard. This is how I get my kicks, being a fucking idiot on forums and this seemed like the kind of forum where you would be accepted easier if you just jumped in and started acting like I did. Upon reflection, that was one of the worst mistakes I could make, and I don't think I could ever earn your forgiveness. I have GOT to find some better outlet for expressing boredom than this, right? Shit, I'm a fucking loser man.
I'm not going to expect these words to measure up to anything by themselves, instead I'm going to show my word by being a better poster on these boards, of which I am a guest and will behave as such in the future. Starting this instant I'll try to pick less fights with people, cut back on my negativity and language, and will avoid stupid attention stunts alltogether.
I'm sure there's already been a reply to my previous post in the time that I've taken to type this, but I'm not responding to it, nor will I continue to post in this flamewar thread.
I CAN be a good person, and I'm going to show it to you, for as long as I last on these boards (which may not be long
). And if making this change causes you to think of me as a pussy, so be it, I don't care.