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The Moxie Nerve Food Tonic
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Join Date: Mar 2001
Location: right behind you
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Jul 19th, 2005, 03:41 PM
Better to have loved and lost
So, I amember, there was this one time? And there was this girl, okay? And I liked her and I thought she liked me but I didn't know if I LIKED her or just wanted to make out with her, and no way did I think she liked me as anything more than a friend. And there was this other girl and we were unofficially going out and makeing out sometimes when we could if no one else was around, or if the other people around were also making out like at a make out party or something, or if it got real dark. And then one night, the first girl is all "What if I LIKED you?" on AIM and we had cyber sort of in that I was masturbating I have no idea if she was or not. Anyways she is immature and says she might like me that way but would never act on it because it would 'ruin our friendship'. So the other girl (GF) is really hung up on me because I told her I have a big dick (true) and one time she said she felt like she might be tending toward a sexual feeling toward me when we were at lunch, but she might also have been coming down with the flu which she got the next day and when I go away to early college admission for smart people it will break her heart and she'll never love anyone else. I guess I spoiled her with the way I make out, but I feel even worse about how I thought about making out with that other girl.
Of course, now I'm married and have children but all of that stuff I was talking about feels just as earth shaking now as it did then, which is ironic, because I was training to be superficial.
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