Soon it will be that annoying day of soppy cards, teddies, chocolates, flowers and meals out. Whilst everyone else in my year (okay, not everyone but a huge majority...) is wining and dining their lovers/partners etc. I will be nursing a large JD or bottle of wine and trying to pretend that it doesn't matter that I still have only ever had one valentines day card in my life that wasn't from my dad.
I hate valentine's day the most because that was the day my financee broke off the engagement. I still haven't really forgiven him after ten years... yes I was a little kid damnit.
Anyway, I am forever skeptical on love. Even though one of the engineering lads seems to fancy me, shame I'm too damn scared to say some witty remark. I can't even say hi to metal boy when I see him on the stairs, I am a feckin coward!
Okay thats enough self pity. hahaha
who else here hates the commercialisation of love?