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Originally Posted by Misdemonar
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Originally Posted by nose
If anyone has anything nice/creative/funny/intelligent/FAIR Ok, go.
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Pretty funny, cause that's direct oppisite of evreything you say. |
Was I not playing a character? Hello? Do you actually think my name is Nose in real life? No. I just felt the need to step in and actually be myself, something I haven't gotten a chance to do yet because everyone won't stop jumping on me.
1. I'm a real person who is actually trying to get somewhere in life. I'm not a troll. I make music and art and I'm trying figure out a way to show people who aren't rich, how to record music and do animation. Those are my two only goals in life at this point, and it seems that these things are jealously guarded by the wealthy companies and consumers in this country, if not the world over.
2. I am autistic. I either have no social filter, or I don't understand certain simpler concepts, but I have no trouble with coming up with ways of doing things that no one has thought of yet, so that should make me not totally worthless. I haven't yet figured out how I can be valuable to this board, and I will eventually give up trying if everyone just keeps putting me down for my efforts, but I just want to put it out there that I will try to do right by you all.
3. I work nights and absolutely hate the way it screws up my life. I also live in a ghetto in bumfuck Hillsboro, Oregon. Living and working around ignorant jerks and homeless criminals has angered me a little bit towards human life in general. I want to be happy and a productive member of society, though. Maybe when there is nothing left to believe in, I'll go to church. Money, sex, and crime can't be all there is to life. I'm always searching for a greater purpose for being alive.
4. I don't want to be anywhere that I am hated. If this is the case, I will leave. Just as all of you have feelings, so do I, and the internet does not negate that fact; it simply overshadows it.
I apologize for being disruptive, and I think I will just lurk for now at least, until I figure out what I'm doing here, and what I want to learn from the experience.
If any of you took the time to read all this, thank you. I appreciate being noticed occasionally while I am roundly ignored the rest of the time, often to the point that I want to scream.
As far as why I posted this thread in the Mock Wars... That was the irony that you guys were speaking of earlier. In truth, however, I actually meant to post this in the General Forum.
PS: "Nose" is a reference to a columnist who goes by that moniker in The Stranger, an alternative free publication in Seattle.
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