Whats the reason behind you wanting to commit suicide? i know its prolly a guy, oh well, like us guys and a faithfull hand, learn to use a dildo and use it well (i cant believe i just said that) try taking a tour thru a pediatric cancer center at your local university, that usualy puts the fear of god into anybody....
(i cant believe i just said that) try taking a tour thru a pediatric cancer center at your local university, that usualy puts the fear of god into anybody.... 
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