Alrighty children, here's the final update to this thread, hereafter it's CLOSED because I'm a bitter fuck
After what happened that night, she went home, later went to work, typical boring day. However, her manager suddenly confesses to having a crush on her, he sweettalks her (her weakness being that she's fucking gullible) and suddenly they're an item. What surprised me was that I wasn't the last to find out, because she IS honest but she waits until the last minute to tell me anyway....
I finally did snap. As "gentlemanly" as I've tried being to her, this just set me off. I started saying that those type of relationships (boss/employee) never, EVER work and that I'm fucking pissed if she wants to run to me if she wants love or affection or even sex but still wants to pursue a relationship with another. I told her that I wasn't going to sit down and be a fucking pawn that she can run to and fuck when she feels the urge, that I'm NOT going to be playing her game anymore.
She freely admits to being sexually attracted to me still, and more, so when they start a relationship and she ends up disappointed with him (because they have NOTHING in common, if he hadn't BULLSHITTED her it never would've happened) then I KNOW she'll end up running back to me, and half of me can't decide if I should take her back, because I do love her enough to make that risk worth it, or to tell her to sit on a rusty spike strip for ever using me like that.
In other words.. once she GROWS UP, yea, she'll be running back. She has before.
But I found out I'm only human :/ because I didn't want to snap but finally did.
The only question I have left is what I should do on the day she DOES come running back, because I know this guy better than her, and he's always been full of shit, so I know this one ain't gonna be a timeless romance.
But no I'm not bitter now