Here's some more, the greater part of which I wrote today waiting for a call... that never came Also, since this is a sucky method of publishing a story, if anyone wants to read it in original .doc form, PM me your e-mail and I'll send it. I'm not one to be overprotective of my work, but putting it up for download and linking that here seems like just asking for potential trouble.
If you're reading, keep an eye out for tense errors (though I suppose they'll be obvious if you find them) - three or four times while writing, I had to go back and edit whole paragraphs because I slid back into past tense without realizing it.
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“Is it the tea? I’m so awfully sorry, Mr. Davis. We’ve been travelling for weeks now and, and I just plain
forgot that it’s not for humans, oh dear, for us it provides energy, but for humans it does the opposite, I’m such a fool…”
“It’s alright, Beene. It’s not the tea anymore. I think it’s mostly worn off. It’s those… things.”
“Yeah. They’re not pleasant.” Jynx says, and Ben glances at him. Contrary to his expectations, Jynx doesn’t sound sarcastic. The cat is looking down the tree with a clouded look in his eyes.
In silence, they slip down to the ground again, piece by piece. Beene sadly regards the remains of his shattered teacup, and gathers up what’s left of the other crockery. Jynx walks up to the creek and looks upstream first, then downstream. Ben thinks he sees the cat shiver unselfconsciously when he does the latter.
“Which way now?” he asks the others without looking.
“We should cross the water.” Wex answers, perching on one of the tallest roots of the tree. “If we follow the creek against the current we’ll just get deeper into the woods, and… it’s probably not a good idea to go the same way they went.”
“Can the spiders cross it?” Ben asks apprehensively.
“If they go through the trees, they can.” the bird replies. “But I don’t think they will. They really hate water.”
Beene finishes up on his clean-up job, having apparently put all his things back in the blue pouch, and solemnly covers the shards of his broken cup under forest soil with his hands. It’s almost kind of funny, like he’s giving the cup a burial, but looking at the turtle’s downbeat face, Ben doesn’t think it’s funny at all. He looks like someone who’s lost one of the last few important possessions he had left in this world.
Ben silently hands him the warm, red crystal, glad to be rid of if its poking him in the leg.
“I’m – sorry we forgot about your cups, Beene.” he says, feeling obliged to say something.
Beene doesn’t look at him, but only slips the crystal back in the pouch, where it seems to shrink to half its size again.
“They were my mother’s.” the turtle mumbles, almost inaudibly. “She’d be furious if she knew.”
They all join Jynx at the river’s bank, and Ben surveys the distance. It’s too far even for him to jump across, and even if it wasn’t, he wouldn’t consider it. The stones lining the banks are slippery and sharp in all the wrong places. He looks up, but there don’t seem to be any sturdy branches crossing over the water. Even the crown of the big tree they were just in doesn’t fit the bill.
“How are we going to get across?” he asks, and as the words leave his mouth, he feels how redundant they are.
“How do you think, genius?” Jynx says.
A few moments later, they’re all wading through the running water, all save for Wex, who sits on one of the stones on the opposite bank of the creek. The water is cold beyond description – in fact, Ben’s whole understanding of cold is being redefined. He is numb up to and including his groin, and the water is stealing bone-chilling kisses against the skin of his belly with every splash that reaches a little higher than the last. He’s huffing and puffing, his arms raised in straight arches along his sides, his teeth clamped together and exposed between his outstretched lips. And yet, he thinks, it must be worse for Jynx and Beene, who are up to their chins in the water, paddling a little and carefully groping his pants pockets under his cloak, as if they’re life preservers.
They drag themselves out of the cold on the opposing bank, feeling twice as heavy. What Ben doesn’t immediately realize, is that the cloaks are still perfectly dry. The same can’t be said for his pants and shirt, though. Similarly, Jynx’s fur is so soaked that he looks as if he lost half his bodyweight.
“Ooohhh. That s-s-sucked.” the cat says, his teeth chattering. “I’ll b-be right back.”
He hurries into a nearby bush, throws off the cloak, and shakes himself furiously, causing water to spatter in all directions. The self-awareness behind this gesture – a talking cat, wanting to hide his nakedness from the others – strikes part of Ben as funny, and part of him as perfectly reasonable. They might not look much alike, but both him and Jynx have two legs to walk on.
Ben is shuddering himself, and realizes he’ll have to get rid of his own excess in moisture if he doesn’t want to enjoy a case of pneumonia tomorrow (
whenever that
is, he tells himself as he remembers what Wex told him about the days and nights growing longer). Excusing himself to the others, he slips behind a broad tree, tosses off the cloak – finally noting that it’s dry – and slides out of his soaked shoes, socks, and jeans. As he wrings the water out of his clothes, he’s at least thankful that the creek’s water was clear. When he was little, there’d been a ditch full of still, brown, plant-infested water behind his house, and if he’d ever gone swimming in there, he would’ve never been able to wear those clothes again.
As he puts back on his cold, wet, but at least not dripping pants, he’s suddenly missing something – and he can’t help but laugh, a laugh that sounds a little strange and disturbing to his own ears.
“Ben?” the voice of Wex. “Is everything alright?”
“My key!” he calls back, and it feels so desperately stupid, he laughs again. “I lost my apartment key! In the water!”
“He lost his what?” Beene asks Wex.
Ben stifles a laugh, then abruptly bends over as if he has to vomit, and stays in that pose with his head down and his hands clenching on his knees. He feels like he’s on the verge of doing something; roaring in insolvable rage, the way you might do when you stub your toe, or breaking down and crying, or maybe have a mad laughing fit. Whatever it is, he feels that if he can’t hold it down he may very well lose his mind here and now. He waits for it to pass and then slowly rises up again, surveying his cold, wet lower half.
I’ll have to wear those clothes all the time from here on, he thinks faintly.
A change of clothes in my size is just one world away, but it’s one world too far. What I wouldn’t give for a pair of fresh socks right now. He tries to still these thoughts, making him feel lonely and homesick, wraps himself in his cloak again and steps out from behind the tree.
“What did you say you lose?” Wex asks as he joins the others. “Some key?”
“It’s not important.” Ben replies. Then, to get off the subject: “How come my cloak didn’t get wet?”
The animals look at him with a mixture of confusion and disinterest, as if he just asked them why the sky isn’t red. Finally, Wex shrugs – another curious gesture, coming from a bird – and says: “I don’t know. It’s how they’re made, I guess.”
“Is it – magic?”
“Maybe.” says the bird. “Probably, a bit. If everyone’s ready, shall we head out again?”
Beene and Jynx nod, and soon after they’re plodding through the forest again. Occasionally, Wex flies ahead to scout out their surroundings, but for the most part she hitches a ride on Jynx’s shoulder. The silence among them that results from the events at the tree gradually lapse into a different, more pressing silence, and Ben suspects the others are thinking of what he said, that he couldn’t help them. It’s what’s he’s thinking of, anyway.
The cold, at least, isn’t bothering him that much. Just before they left their landing spot at the creek, Beene reached into his bottomless blue pouch again. Ben thought briefly to ask him about it, then imagined that the answer would probably be as obvious as it was puzzling – magic. What the turtle drew out was three necklaces, which he divided among them. The necklaces consisted of a simple brown string laced through a sliver of those warm red crystals. For Ben the fit was so tight, he had to pull it down over his face. The crystal isn’t doing anything to dry his clothes, and he supposes that’s not much of a surprise – Jynx doesn’t appear to be wearing anything but his fur underneath his cloak, and from what Ben has been able to tell, Beene has on some simple garments of old leather underneath it, which he initially mistook for more of his wrinkly skin. They obviously didn’t prepare for the eventuality that they’d have clothes to dry. But the crystal spreads a comforting warmth through his body, radiating from within his chest, and he’s fairly certain he won’t be getting sick just yet.
The uncomfortable silence is becoming too much, but it’s not just that. The animals, each in their own way, seem so lost now. Ben imagines that his little speech may have knocked the foundation out from under whatever faint, idealistic hope they clung to that he could save their world. For that, he’s sorry. It’s not until the implications dawn on him, however, that he starts to get scared. What is he going to do when these creatures decide it’s no use to go on, and just throw in the towel? What if they decide to leave or abandon him, a useless human in a world that will eat him alive and leave his bones for the flowers?
That can’t happen, says a little voice in the back of his head, a little voice that, if these things
do happen, is sure to run all the way to the front and claim the spotlight as Panic with a capital P.
“Listen…” he begins to say, before he realizes he means to. The animals look up. “I… I’m sorry about what I said up in the tree. I was angry. I was scared.”
Much to his own relief, he finds relief in their eyes.
He continues: “The thing is, all the things you know and have heard – none of it makes sense to me…” a single word pops out of his mouth then, as involuntary as a sudden cough or burp, but he regrets it instantly all the same.
“…yet.”
He sees the three pairs of eyes light up then, hope flickering back on like a trick birthday candle that doesn’t let itself be blown out. He realizes that with a single word, he’s told them one of the biggest lies of his life, and he can’t take it back without probably ending any last chance he has of coming across some way of returning to his own world.
Don’t worry, he tells himself, in a voice that reeks of cold logic and self-preservation. It fills him with loathing, but he can’t switch it off.
You know that what these creatures are looking for doesn’t exist. Magic or no, pulling rabbits out of a hat or teacups out of a pouch is one thing. Giving heavenly bodies a boost because they’re slacking off is quite another. All you have to do is play along, play the savior, play it cool…
And as soon as you come across another one of those Flipkeys
or whatever, you grab it and… and see where it leads you.
The voice quickly struggles past that point where he actually has whatever he’d need to get out of this world, because what would he do with it once he had it? And how would he know if, and where it’d lead him into his own world? What if he’d break it, what if he’d get tossed in a world far, far worse than this one, what if it dropped him in his own world but somewhere over the Atlantic Ocean, what if… But those questions seem distant and unimportant, and he focuses his mind on the point of actually getting one of these keys… not thinking of how he is clinging to a frayed rope almost as much as these creatures, because the only thing he
does know about the keys is what Wex has told him:
they’re really hard to make, and sorcerers use them to bring things or people over from your side. There is no telling if, even
with one of these keys, there is any going back at all.
As they go on plodding through the bushes, the vast roof of trees begins to diminish and show holes. Through them, shafts of sunlight stab into the closed darkness of the forest. The light is orange going on red, and as Ben looks up, so do the others.
“The sun is setting.” Jynx says. “Slowly.
Very slowly. It might not even be nightfall yet when we reach the edge of the woods.”
Ben wonders how long a time that will be, and what that means to the cycle of day and night here. He might not’ve been an outdoorsy person in his own world, but he knows how quickly a sunset will slip by once the light had gotten this strange, wondrous hue. The bird had told him days and nights lasted two, maybe three times as long as before now… But if a sunset could already take that long, maybe the process is speeding up exponentially.
Slowing down, rather, he tells himself.
“What’s past the forest?” Ben asks none of them in particular. “Won’t we be in danger out in the open? Won’t there be more of those…” he swallows. “…of those spider-things?”
“They should all be behind us.” Wex says, reassuringly, but not doing a very good job.
“All?” Ben exclaims, unable to hide his fear. Maybe it’s just his fear of spiders, but he is starting to feel that these animals don’t take the octalytes seriously enough. “How many are there, then?”
Jynx gazes ahead, raises his eyebrows, and exhales deeply. If this is meant to convey the same message as the human equivalent, it means ‘How are we supposed to know?’ and that is not a comforting thought.
Something else occurs to Ben. “Wait. You said they’re behind us. Did you mean we’ve left their territory, or… are they actually
looking for us?”
Wex shoots a glance over to Beene, who answers it, and Jynx looks uncomfortable.
“Actually…” Wex starts, and pauses for a long time. “…they’re looking for
you.”
Ben stops in his tracks, stiffening, while the cat and turtle walk a few more steps before they turn around, surprised.
Fear and disbelief war in Ben’s head with anger, which is being rapidly stirred up by the look of guilt that is practically stamped on the foreheads of Wex and Beene, and while much less apparent, still visible in Jynx’s eyes.
From all the questions running through his head, Ben picks the one that seems to matter the most right now. “Why didn’t you tell me this?” He hears the tremble that is one part boiling anger and two parts childish terror, and thinks he is doing fairly okay keeping it down.
The bird and turtle seem lost for an answer, but Jynx immediately replies.
“It didn’t come up.” he says simply. He sounds angry himself, and Ben is starting to think the cat
always gets angry when he does too, because Jynx resents him for not living up to his expectations. What he had expected to step into this world, probably, was a man that looked competent and had all the answers, would maybe set everything straight in a flash. Ben thinks that not despite, but
because of his unfriendly attitude towards him, Jynx must’ve had more hope for this mission of theirs to succeed than Wex and Beene combined.
“We told you they were around, and we told you they were dangerous. If we’d wasted more time than we did, they would’ve caught us on the field.”
“Lecturing me on the local predators and clueing me in on the fact that they’re after me specifically is
not the same goddamn thing!” Ben’s voice begins to rise, and he sees how it pisses off the cat, and he knows it’s going to be a shouting match, it’s inevitable.
There is a deep, low, rattling hum coming from somewhere, and it’s not until it’s broken off at the moment when Jynx begins to speak that he realizes the cat is actually growling at him from deep within his throat.
“We didn’t tell you – “ Jynx says, eyes blazing, and ready to let loose the torrent of accusations that’s bubbling behind them, “ – because we
knew you’d be scared shitless!”
And there it is, Ben thinks dimly. It’s one of many derogatory remarks the cat has made towards him since the very instant he stepped into this world, but it’s one of the few that isn’t just a sarcastic veil hiding the true contempt beneath it. Jynx’s make-belief Mechologist hero was, of course, supposed to be fearless.
“And once you’re scared, Ben old boy, you cease to be of any use!” Jynx goes on, furiously, seemingly unable to stop. “We could see that from the moment you started to balk on the field!”
If he’d glance over to the side, where Wex has taken up residence on Beene’s shoulder instead, and is sharing his expression of shock, he might’ve reconsidered on using the word
we. Beene seems to actually be folding in on himself – he may not have a turtle’s shell, but right now it looks like he wishes he had one to curl up and hide in.
“What would you have done,” he rages on, “if one of them had climbed the tree? You’re at least twice as big as any of us, Ben. But what do you suppose you would’ve done? Do you think you would have fought them off? Do you believe you would’ve done anything to protect yourself or any of us?
No. You would have sat there, and you would have waited, and
you would have died.”
They stare at each other furiously, a man and a cat standing upright, breathing fast but not saying anything. What needed to be said, for now, has been said.
Ben feels not just anger flush his cheeks, but to some extent, shame as well. He knows the cat’s accusations aren’t fair – though he hides it well, Jynx is at least as scared of the octalytes as Ben is, if not more – but that doesn’t make them any less true. He
would have stayed and died if the spiders had seen him and climbed up the tree.
Wex finally speaks up, coolly, but neither Ben nor Jynx looks away from the other. The shouting match, it seems, has become a staring contest.
“Tell him about the octalytes. We owe him that much.”
“WE DON’T OWE HIM SHIT!” Jynx screams, one final time, and turns around. He paces away from them, heading out alone towards the edge of the forest. They all gaze after him as he pushes angrily through the foliage, taking out his frustration on the plantlife.
“I’m sorry.” Ben and Wex say in perfect unison, then look at each other and smile. The bird’s smile is faint, the tiny flexible corners of where its beak meets the skin curling up, but Ben sees it nonetheless, and the human characteristics of these animals are beginning to stop striking him as odd.
Seeing that the growing wall of ice between them has been broken, Beene relaxes a little and smiles a thin, relieved smile of his own.
“Jynx deals hard with disappointments.” Wex says. Then realizing how insulting that sounds to Ben, she starts: “I mean – “
“I’m not what he expected.” Ben interrupts her, then throws out in the open what all of them save for Jynx are afraid to admit. “I’m not what any of you expected.”
Neither of the animals can think of a way to respond to that. But Ben feels drained and tired of dealing with their underlying feelings about each other, so he quickly ends the silence.
“Tell me about the spiders.”
“Uh…” Beene interjects. “W-will Jynx be alright? On his own?”
“He can fend for himself.” Wex replies, a little resentful, and the fact that the bird seems to have chosen
his side in the argument makes Ben first feel warm, then a little sick, for offering her a glimmer of hope in something he himself doesn’t believe in.
Ben sits down Indian-fashion, and after a few uncomfortable glances over his shoulder, the turtle does too.
“Now, about the octalytes.” she begins.
“Before the Great Quake, and maybe for some time after that, they only lived in caves, in a cold mountain range, northeast from here.”
Ben feels an urge to ask if that lies in the direction they’re going, but decides he’d rather not know the answer.
“Octalytes can’t stand the sun very well. They may not like water, but if they stay out in the sun too long, they dry out and die. That’s why they mostly stuck to their caves, and far and wide everyone knew them well enough to leave them alone.”
“What changed?”
“Everything did. The moment the days started stretching. All of us knew that night was an especially bad time to get anywhere near the octalytes’ caves. Food must be scarce in their territory, and they tend to wander outside their borders a little when the sun is gone. Catching small animals on the plains or in the forests, maybe. In winter time, when the nights are the longest, they can stray very far from their home, though they might never make it back alive. A town full of people might easily take on one straying octalyte.”
“But now the nights are longer.” Ben says, his voice barely more than a whisper.
“Yes.” Wex goes on. “And they’ve been straying further than we’ve ever seen them, in packs. They still wouldn’t come out in the full sun, and even seeing them under protection of the forest’s shadows is a rarity during the day… but they have a specific purpose now.”
Ben swallows. “You still haven’t told me
why they’re after me. Is it because of what you – “ (
What you believe me to be, is what Ben means to say, but he doesn’t want to come right out and say that he isn’t what they want him to be, not again) “ – What my purpose here is?”
“We have reason to believe so.” Wex says, softly.
Thinking for a moment, Ben asks: “Are they intelligent? I thought I saw them talking together, under the tree.”
“No, not really. They have a crude language with which they can convey a few basic concepts, but in that respect they’re not much smarter than wolves or dogs – “
Or cats, Ben thinks involuntarily.
“ – but they’re not on the same level as us.”
“Then why are they after me?” Ben asks in an
I’m not gonna like this tone of voice. “What’s driving them?”
“Their mother.” Wex says, her voice hardening. “Their queen. The Queen of Poisons.
Threnalidant.”
The name sends a shiver up Ben’s spine. His mind begins to piece together some colossal, bloated, arachnid monstrosity littered with chitinous Black Widow’s legs and big, razor-edged snapping jaws, and he momentarily closes his eyes and shakes his head to lose the image. In any other situation such a vision might not’ve been that disturbing – what makes it that now, is the idea that in this world, such a thing might actually exist.
“Most of what any of us know about her is from old tales.” Wex continues. “But what I’m sure of is that she, at least, is intelligent. Probably more clever and devious than all of us combined. We even have reason to believe that her octalytes can convey information to her from afar. Not through magic, but some kind of natural mind-chain… Something she consciously bred into them, no doubt.”
“Telepathy.” Ben suggests. “Long-distance communication in your head.”
“I don’t know that word, but it sounds right.” Wex replies. “She may even be able, to some degree, to look into the future. There’s not many other explanations for how she found out what we were trying to do.”
“Bringing me over.” Ben says, answering the non-existent question. “She wants us –
me – to fail? How can she want that? If the sun and the moon stop moving, nothing on this world will survive! Everything will either be scorched or frozen!”
“One half of the world will be burned, yes.” Wex says. “And it will be a desert she has no use for. But the other half… the other half will be a frozen winter night. She’ll be able to send her octalytes out in all directions, turning her half of the world into a game reserve.”
“But that’s crazy.” Ben says, as if reason will make it not happen. Part of him realizes that he is just trying to stave off the enormity of everything the bird is telling him, but he doesn’t allow himself to realize it in full. “She might have plentiful food for a couple of months, maybe a couple of years, but eventually everything but her spiders will be
dead. And what then?”
Wex sounds tired when she answers. Obviously, she isn’t looking to rationalize the actions of another creature with her explanation.
“I don’t
know, Ben. I can’t tell you. According to the stories, she hates everything that lives. She’s supposedly older than anything in our history, and her reasons and grudges are her own. Maybe she has simply grown insane beyond reason. The point is that she
wants the sun and the moon to stop moving, and she won’t rest until everything that threatens to prevent that is dealt with.”
Ben tries to consider that some massive, towering spider-queen sits somewhere in an equally massive cave, from which thousands of caves lead out to a mountain that must look like a gargantuan anthill from a distance. Then he adds in that the big spider is thinking of ways to catch ol’ Ben Davis, maybe for guidance looking into the mystic mirror-mirror-on-the-wall, who’ll die soonest of them all? It sounds ridiculous and horrible, but it doesn’t sound untrue. Ben might’ve been able to convince himself that even if this whole world does really exist and is not an illusion of some sort, these octalytes at least are not real, hold the rational explanation why not, thanks – but that was before he actually saw them himself. That just shattered any chance his brain had of putting its fingers in its ears and going
la-la-la like a balking child.
Thus, temporarily defeated, Ben’s mind does the next best thing – it distracts him from the issue at hand.
“Wait a second.” he says, as something begins to dawn on him that remained just outside his grasp when he was under the tea’s influence under the tree. “You keep saying the sun and the moon are slowing down – but the sun doesn’t move. It’s the earth that moves.”
It occurs to Ben that he’s assuming this world’s universe is not so different from his own, but then again, this
world isn’t so different, either. Maybe in one world there’s space shuttles and VCRs
(and DVDs, he thinks in some kind of bitter joke) and in the other there’s talking birds and magic cloaks, but both had just the one moon, green grass, and a blue sky.
Wex, however, seems infinitely puzzled. “What are you talking about? What moving earth? We
see the sun moving across the sky, don’t we? Maybe it’s different on your world – “
“But that’s the thing, it’s the
same.” Ben says. He feels a little buzzed, maybe because he finally thinks he’s some use to the animals – he can set them straight on any flat earth-theories. “I know it seems like the sun moves, but that’s because the earth – the
planet rotates. It’s actually the world moving around the sun, and the moon moving around the world. It’s not the sun and the moon that are slowing down –
it’s the planet itself.”
As the words leave his mouth in an uninterrupted stream, Wex and Beene eye him with a glance that suggests they either think he’s mad, or that what he’s saying simply doesn’t make sense. Or maybe – and this seems to Ben like a good possibility – they
believe what he’s saying because he’s still their Mechologist, talking about their problem, but they’re not understanding him yet.
But there’s something else that grows in Ben’s mind as he tries to explain it to them, and it comes from what the animals have called the Great Quake. If this world is really beginning to slow down its rotation, there’s not only nothing
he can do about it – there’s going to be a lot bigger problems than long-term climate changes to think about. Try earthquakes and floods, volcanoes erupting, raging storms.
I have to get out of here, thinks the small voice of Panic, creeping slowly forward from the back of Ben’s head. But that fills him with shame again, to think that he would abandon these creatures to their dying world without as much as a warning.
Still, he thinks as he surveys the puzzled looks on the faces of Wex and Beene,
what can I do? They don’t belong in my world, and nobody can do a thing to save theirs, so what can I do really?
Mercifully, the need to answer that question is taken from him immediately.
Somewhere, sounding awfully, awfully far away from them, a cat’s scream sounds.