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Banned
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Join Date: Apr 2001
Location: WHIRL
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Dec 8th, 2003, 08:03 AM
hello, this is me
everything i do or say or write is pointless and probably just somthing i've heard before a slang or a word or a phrase, i know what some of it means but most of it is absolutley foreign to me. my mind is just a catalogue of shit. i just speak and speak and speak, i have no grasp of the english language whatsoever. i could talk to you all day about ash. i'd repeat myself over and over because i can't articulate my feelings towards anything. my thoughts are in another language, a language i cannot hear. maybe i'm tone deaf to this mystical tongue, i don't know. i'm typing now, arn't i? so maybe i do have an okay hold on my english.
or do i?
do you know?
do you know, my friend?
are you my friend?
i don't know.
are you still reading this?
are you?
please tell me you are
humour me
humour me please
tell me i'm delightful
i'll be happier that way
my face will gleam with a smile
tell me you love me
tell me you want me more than anything
i am a need
you need me
don't you fucking lie to me
i'll cut your fucking throat
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