Dec 23rd, 2003, 06:56 PM
Life likes fucking with me.
Because i have this friend, she loves me as a friend even though we have been friends for less than 4 months. She talks to me frequently and about personal things. I slowly have fallen in love with her. The only downside is that one night when we were having a conversation, things began to start to look up, she began telling me how she needed someone to love and how she needs someone who is her friend first and her boy friend second, any how she said somthing like "I hope i don't sound stupid for asking this" and i started to get all hopeful untill she followed it with "You know i like Scott (another friend of ours) right?" Needless to say i was devastated, and the next day when i was talking to her she commented on how i seem depressed, she pushed and pushed but i wouldn't tell her why i was sad, but i think she suspects that it has something to do with her. Now what the fuck should i do?