how do you go

[da blob]

Sadie - you will never know, I hope you don't beat yourself over it like some people tend to do.
Well the irrationnal part - having lived for something, it's just not possible for me to switch to living for the sake of it. And my reason tells me that's the way things should be - real people live for the sake of it.
There - I'm hoping to find the meaning of life (or at least a meaning to my life), when I KNOW there is no such thing. That's irrationnal.


since when is this the place for this kind of discussion anyway, heh ? I tend to forget rule # 24 : do not post on messageboards when drunk / extremely tired / desperate (or any combination of the three)