
Nov 3rd, 2005, 08:53 PM
My birth name is Patrick, but I despise it so I came up with the name Johnny Couth. No one uses it. I like listening to people and hearing what they have to say, but only if it is an original opinion and not something they picked up on fucking television. I like to listen to music, I have a very broad yet suprisingly narrow taste in music. If it is bad, I would die before listening to it. I play guitar and I sing, but not well. I can not draw, but I am an artist. I am a strong beleiver that violence never sovles anything worth solving, or at least not better then talking it over will. I blame all of my problems on myself. My most valuable possesion is my friends. I can not hold a grudge for more then one day.I am dating an amazing girl named Chantel<3. My family is dysfunctional. My brother is a preppy, my sister is a conformist, I don't know who I am. I am a genious, but not academically. I am told that I can see right though people, but I think if people have something to tell me then they will. Have an issue with trust, I trust easily. It is easy to be my friend, all of you could do it in a heart beat if you wanted to. I am very litterate, almost schollarly. I have a broad vocabulary. I am the jealous type. I like to impose my will on others, but not enforce it. I was my uncle's favorite nephew. Now he is dead. I think refrences to drugs and sex should be kept strictly to innuendo. I am very good at innuendo and have been from a very young age. My brain makes quick connections. I make alot of jokes, sometimes I can not stop myself. I have never had any qualm about getting involved. Most people think I am gay, but I am not. I once fought for my right to wear pink. I am white middleclass. and that means I have to invent my own problems. It is something I am very good at. I used to take therapy, but the physcologist said that he couldn't help me, and that I should stop coming. I have not been in very many relationships. I used to be the biggest loser, but now I am generally accepted. I can not stand video games or tellivision. I am not addicted to the computer, but I am addicted to the internet. I have a cell phone, but it is a cheap hand-me-down. The most I have payed for an article of clothing is fifteen bucks. When something breaks, I fix it. If something doesn't break, I make it. I am addicted to caffiene. I consider myself lucky. I can not stand racists or homophobes. I think that Anarchy could never work, but it's a nice idea. I think Republics are unjust, Democracies are to slow, and Capitilism is evil. I have chronic migraines and back pains that are terrible, and have landed me in the hospital. I spent the first part of my life living in a trailer. If you respect me, I will respect you. If you do not, then I will not. I steal flags. I am afraid of being alone. I am told that I look more like a woman every day. One of my best friends is a lesbian. My other two best friends have woman troubles. I llead a very self destructive lifestyle, and I do not want to change that. I approve most changes with the expection of changes in scenery. I am perfectly content to sit in one place for long periods of time. I feel offended when people tell me they are bored. I think a word is worth a thousand pictures. I want to talk to you.
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