sad? haha your insults wont get me down ive been doing this too long. life and especially sustainable life is under such attack that its very exciting.. kinda like a footsoldier running from foxhole to foxhole avoiding the attacks and trying to find a weakness in the jugernaught thats rolling over the potentials of our future.. I'm enjoying every minute of it. especially getting people(not just myself) in the paper
defending innocence is very rewarding.. after we have a participatory democracy my answer to this "why im here" will change.
of course there's plenty of other pre-emptive work to do.. like building sterling engines or electric motorcycles and getting off the grid in my spare time.. defending democracy takes too much time to make much progress on that however.